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I met a "friend" from here two summers ago after being acquainted here since 2001. In the meantime he'd married another livejournal user who dislikes me for whatever reasons, one of which being that I'm Canadian. I think he thinks that's a provacative opinion when really it's just kinda rude.

So we are in Montreal. We pass in Le Stud.


"hey"

"hey"

That's all it was. That's all there is.

I remember in my 20s wanting the approval and friendship of these people so much. And much more solid people who got to know me were telling me "Why do you care what these douchebags think? They don't care about you"

How right they were. Even when you have the looks to work it you're still nothing to them. A belt notch. Male conquest. It's an act of domination. I just wanted people to like me. To soothe abandonment issues that I'm still working on.

But that's all there is. That's all it was. Do not let the douche consume you. They suck young blood.

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