I'm the fucking drama queen of the universe

[nfotxn]

Apologies

I apologize for my post earlier today. But I said what was on my mind. I can be a jealous motherfucker, that's part of who I am. If you don't like it, don't list me as a friend. I also apologize for fueling that sorta drama, it's what makes LJ an unfun place. Something I wouldn't want to happen. I'm lucky to know all of you and I look forward to getting to know all of you better. Maybe I'm just a big sycophantic cocksucker too. Hey, guilty as charged.

I don' want to excuse my actions, but I was feeling really down for some reason this morning.. and lately in general. I'm looking into it, hopefully I'm not running into depression again. Prozac fucked me up in all sorts of ways although it did prevent me from doing things I should have never considered. I guess it's a good sign that I'm still a turbulent adolescent who lashes out at the world every so often.

But I'd like to think I have lots of other good qualities... like uh.. my ability to make balloon animals out of condoms. Even lubed ones.

Comments

[brucelloyd.livejournal.com]

Prozac. Now.

[ex-braxton253.livejournal.com]

hopefully it's not depression to the point of needing prozac. *hug*

[punkcub.livejournal.com]

Aw *HUG* Apology accepted. And I'm sorry I ragged on you in that comment, too. Don't feel too bad, we all get bitchy sometimes, I've said some nasty nasty shit before that I didn't mean to be so mean, but it was just a bad day... ya know? So I know how it is. *hug*

Guess who's cranky

[plaidninja.livejournal.com]

Even though I disagreed with you I could have made my point without the snide, self rightious attitude. I too apologize.
Still friends?

Re: Guess who's cranky

[dancubca.livejournal.com]

kiss and make up or I will have to beat both of you!

[mathan.livejournal.com]

Brodie, there have been tonnes of times I've wanted to yell and scream at people, make snarky comments, etc. I've wanted to do it to others including yourself. :o)

I've not done this. Why? Negative comments don't help anyone. If I said to you,and this is not what I think of you, it's just an example, "Grow up you stupid fuck wad!" it's just going to make you feel more angry, or make you feel little.

I prefer to try and make someone grow. I do this by asking questions, sometimes making a few statements... I try not to be bitchy. In some instances I have been a little harsh but this is with the people that I know. I expect the same from them. :o)

That said, where you are today was where I was when I was your age. You're still learning. We all are. I would have said the same thing.

We're all different and we need to respect that. All kinds of people put things in their journal from their latest one night stand, to how their job sucks and continues to suck, frustrations with school, what friends did on the weekend, trip diaries, etc.

Most importantly, and to paraphrase Henry henare in a recent entry, "My journal is about me and what I want to put in it. If you don't want to look at it, don't."

:o)

[dizzi-d.livejournal.com]

Okay... but he can make balloon animals out of lubed condoms...

Does this mean nothing to you people!

Nah, I see you..

[sonoranbear.livejournal.com]

as more the Drama Duchess of the Universe.

*snuzzles* Now twist me up a giraffe from this Trojan Magnum and all will be forgive!