Apologies

I apologize for my post earlier today. But I said what was on my mind. I can be a jealous motherfucker, that's part of who I am. If you don't like it, don't list me as a friend. I also apologize for fueling that sorta drama, it's what makes LJ an unfun place. Something I wouldn't want to happen. I'm lucky to know all of you and I look forward to getting to know all of you better. Maybe I'm just a big sycophantic cocksucker too. Hey, guilty as charged.

I don' want to excuse my actions, but I was feeling really down for some reason this morning.. and lately in general. I'm looking into it, hopefully I'm not running into depression again. Prozac fucked me up in all sorts of ways although it did prevent me from doing things I should have never considered. I guess it's a good sign that I'm still a turbulent adolescent who lashes out at the world every so often.

But I'd like to think I have lots of other good qualities... like uh.. my ability to make balloon animals out of condoms. Even lubed ones.