What do you do?

Anyone know what I'm suppose to do?

Ya see, somebody from far away has very much fell in love with me. He's said so himself.

Wonderful, but..

I definitly want somebody I can touch. What do I do? I've been as clear as I can be but I still get the eCards and whatnot on a more than bi-weekly basis. I mean, I can appreciate affection, I find it enduring even, but it's all so futile in my mind.

I don't want to have another session in icq like this:

(anonymous cub lover) Did you get my card?!?!
>> This is where I hurriedly check my email. Low-and-behold there's an invitation to view another bear-themed card with a cute message of his undying love attached <<
(nfotxn) Yes, I did. Thankyou!

I guess perhaps it is this way because if he was here I would fall in love too. Maybe. People have more dimensions than text can convey in the hands of normal men, I think.

You might be wondering..

Yeah, I'm not blogging again, what gives?

Well, I've had it with the new elementer server. It's SCREWED UP. I can delete my whole site root and the server still spits out the files that aren't there for a good 20minutes. It's got some WEIRD caching mechanism (I blamed my isp earlier).

So, it's making it really hard to work on php code.