3/4's

Ya know, all I wanted this weekend was a little nookie this weekend. Numerous teases but no layage.

What am I, a heterosexual or something? Of course all my friends use the "Yeah, but you were making out with like a zillion guys on night x." Too bad I'm like the sampler tray of Por-eef. Everyone has a try, nobody takes home the can. Am I really that dangerous? Bad breath? Stinky feet? If I had hair I'd be ripping it out about now.

Love life frustrations aside things are looking pretty up. School is going along nicely, can't really complain although I ought to work harder and move along faster. Didn't go to the gym today as I hurt my hand rather badly when I tripped on a flight of stairs in the subway station trying to beat Ray (stingray1975). Plus being away all weekend there are things I needed to do around the house like laundry and the like. But it's still nice to be able to get to the gym when I can.

As usual it is nice to hang out with friends. I think there's a fundamental dis-connect starting to form between me and some of my straight friends. Sure we all remember old times but we're all in completely different lives now. Luckily it all seems understood.

I feel as if my life is about 3/4 transitioned into the first steps of adulthood. Considering I hit 21 on the 7th of next month I'd say that's a pretty good forecast. I really ought to give myself a little more credit sometimes. Hmm, this gives me an idea...

Brodie's big happy list of life-affirming factoids

• I'm out. Totally out. 100% faggot baby and everyone important knows it. Yeehaw.
• I don't have any addictions. I could curb my alcohol consumption though. I feel all too often that to be in a bar I must be drinking at all times. That's dumb and not true. Also there's that need to loosen my inhibitions with alcohol. Also not cool, I know I'm way more interesting when I'm sober.
• I have a fairly well-planned outlook for the future. It's by no means written in stone, infact it's designed to be maleable as to cover changing circumstances in the future.
• I'm taking better care of myself these days in general. Eating and sleepign regularly which has improved my over-all state-of-being immensely from the fall.

That's all the feel-good I can muster right now.