keep bouncing..

[nfotxn]

This is my conundrum. When I hang out with my straight friends I miss having queer friends, when I'm with my queer friends I feel like I under-appreciate my straight friends for being there for me for so long.. and still being great. I mean, they're all wonderful but they don't understand certain things about being queer that are sorta basic. Like the whole top/bottom/versatile thing just confuses them to heck.. not that it's something that comes up often in casual conversation. Actually, it does. They're always sorta quizing me about it when they're really drunk. It's a lot of fun to them.. and me too in a way.

Gah, like most people, I don't know what I want.