The gentle hum of headlights and a change of scenery

[nfotxn]

Clear the sounds from your mind. Draw a blank. Thank you, continue.

I took a walk tonight. Total silence except for the hum of passing headlights. No other sound, even the rain falling on the wet roads fell alone.

This is where I judge myself best. Alone, without my senses. Life is a distraction to me, my goals have always been secondary to my living. Anyone who's met me can tell that almost instantly.

So if I extend right now just a millimeter past it's space I can crawl with my finger nails into tomorrow, just for a second. Without colouring but with rationality and clear consciousness.

The sort of person I am. It still plagues me, it has since I was 13. I'm certain I'm an individual now, really and truly. I've tried to subscribe, it doesn't work. It disappoints me to see some of my peers thrust themselves into archetypical roles. I hope they'll learn, I know I have.

All things considered I feel good about who I am and what I'm doing. I'm learning not to stress over the road ahead and just walk it. Walking is the hardest thing I've done in my lifetime. But the best things that will ever happen to me are along that road.

I took a walk tonight.

Comments

[nfotxn.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[jenneferre.livejournal.com]

Definitely one of your best [online] works. By far.

Doesn't it make you feel good rereading that? Not just for the content, but for the beauty of the writing? I love looking back on pieces like that. If I had the time and brain for it, I'd make more, but I have true liking for the random posts, too.

Anyway; I like.

[nfotxn.livejournal.com]

Thanks! I can definitly say that it was a very inspired piece of writing.