Sex sex sex. Sex? Sex! Ahh, sex.

*exhales* Wow, I am all housed out. I want summer to come along so I can play records out on people's decks and eat way too many hamburgers. Ugh, I won't get too down about the weather though, it'll pass!

<vain faggot paragraph>I haven't got to the gym as much as I'd like to. Infact I haven't since last week. I'm supposed to be all getting built and stuff.. I dunno if I'm ever gonna me it happen. Ugh, I just hate being out in the cold! Seriously -8C today, which makes for a nice toasty -18C with wind chill. This friday I'm gonna face the cold and hit the Bear Buddies Toronto Bear Night at La Toolbox de L'amour. Hopefully I'll get laid. No seriously I'm starting to get really really sexually frustrated. The last.. oh.. many encounters I've had have been very brief and/or unsatisfying. WON'T SOMEBODY GIVE ME A FUCKING KISS?! I just wanna be loved, really. I won't make you gay, scout's honour!</vain faggot paragraph>

Little-big towns really suck. All the queer people who stay here are indefinitely fucked up in some way or another. One more year. God I hope I don't go crazy. I mean being a half-way intelligent person is a burden in it's own. Now being a somewhat intelligent queer man in a closed minded closeted town? Yeah, enough explaining, you get the picture: It sucks some of that there steaming donkey shit.

UGH, I feel so repressed right now it's incredible. I just feel like packing up and leaving.

(of course that would be silly)

A tiny bit of drama.. then back to clowns and kittens!

Know what makes me hate people? Not much. But being addressed via a public forum rather than talked to in person.. that kinda passive/aggressive shit is for kids and boils my blood when another supposed adult pulls it on me.

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