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Slowly Walk Away and Admire
Aug. 20th, 2003 12:23 pmAs I head towards what looks like a new chapter in my life I find myself in the state of mind that I like best. It's that world of summer fields and choral swells that once seemed hackneyed... but somehow grew back to life. It's not that all is fine with the world infact some shit is still pretty shitty. I guess it's that for the first time in a while I'm inspired and optimistic.
Abstract mushy stuff aside there's lots to do before I move over the hills and far away. Gotta get my passport updated and run various other governmental dog tracks. I'm also taking Dad's word that I can get dual citizenship without much effort when I get to Scotland. If anybody has any experience or insight into the matter it'd be greatly appreciated. Then I will book some tickets and count the days until I leave.
Tonight is my show at The Underground. Well, not my show but the show I am opening. I will wank DSP for the cool cats and then quickly exit stage left, run home and cry myself to sleep. Perhaps not with the crying and running home depending on how things go. I've seen a lot of weak shit at the UG before so I figure I won't be going down in the history books as Worst Band Ever.
The creepy thing about keeping a highly connected online life is people who find your profile on sex sites (bear411 for instance) asking you if they can come to your show. If you really wanted to come you'd just come, why bother asking? It's not a private party. Which of course leads me to think more critically of their motives. But as if disappointment from gay online hook-up websites was something new.
My weekend was weird (blackout, Rheostatics AND Radiohead canceled) but in the end totally ruled. I met Kris who totally rocks although I am disappointed that the only time I got to meet the man was spent with Grace Slick levels of drink on. Hopefully this can be corrected in the future.
Abstract mushy stuff aside there's lots to do before I move over the hills and far away. Gotta get my passport updated and run various other governmental dog tracks. I'm also taking Dad's word that I can get dual citizenship without much effort when I get to Scotland. If anybody has any experience or insight into the matter it'd be greatly appreciated. Then I will book some tickets and count the days until I leave.
Tonight is my show at The Underground. Well, not my show but the show I am opening. I will wank DSP for the cool cats and then quickly exit stage left, run home and cry myself to sleep. Perhaps not with the crying and running home depending on how things go. I've seen a lot of weak shit at the UG before so I figure I won't be going down in the history books as Worst Band Ever.
The creepy thing about keeping a highly connected online life is people who find your profile on sex sites (bear411 for instance) asking you if they can come to your show. If you really wanted to come you'd just come, why bother asking? It's not a private party. Which of course leads me to think more critically of their motives. But as if disappointment from gay online hook-up websites was something new.
My weekend was weird (blackout, Rheostatics AND Radiohead canceled) but in the end totally ruled. I met Kris who totally rocks although I am disappointed that the only time I got to meet the man was spent with Grace Slick levels of drink on. Hopefully this can be corrected in the future.
