Lesbian in disguise

[nfotxn]

I want some fucking romance dammit. Some motherfucking goddamn romance.

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[zer0ith.livejournal.com]

you want romance. i want clarity!

[aadroma.livejournal.com]

Join the club. ::Sigh::

[cub4bear.livejournal.com]

This blog is stuck on a ten-day repeating cycle (http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?itemid=19419734&nc=13)

[zer0ith.livejournal.com]

interesting

[nfotxn.livejournal.com]

Yeah, this isn't a newpaper Dave. The issue was not resolved therefore it goes back in my sub-consciousness until it resurfaces. It's a journal of whatever I'm thinking that I'd like to share and I'd like to the share the fact that I want some fuckin' romance.

[cub4bear.livejournal.com]

Unforunately I had post #2, which didn't get posted because my Rogers connection went on the fritz. It said:

Seriously, though, what do you mean by "I want romance?" A relationship? Casual dating? Someone to fuck? What you do about it is completely different depending on which one of those you want.

Besides, if you're starting school in a few weeks, do you have time for romance? Assuming that by romance you mean one of the first two and not the last one.

[zer0ith.livejournal.com]

if you find the right person then it doesnt matter if your starting school again. You dont need to see the person every single day. Its just the time that you do get to see the person you enjoy it.

That having been said. Its a very fucking trick thing!

[nfotxn.livejournal.com]

This is true, but the way I feel is independant of my schedule. Realistically dating is sorta a bad idea. But I would like to. I really would.

Somebody my age, somebody I could bring home and somebody I could see on a regular basis.

[zer0ith.livejournal.com]

Id like to say a little bit of luck is all you need. But you know what ive been in that boat where it doesnt many how many horseshoes are shoved up your ass it still doesnt help!

not to mention the pain!

[cub4bear.livejournal.com]

It sounds to me like you're not sure what you want. Do you want romance or do you want some gay friends to relate to? You've talked about wanting both, and it's not clear which you mean. Be sure what you want.

Look at it this way: if you put up with the next 1.5 years of high school without "romance," you can reap the rewards later -- independence during university and the ability and freedom to have the friendships/relationships you want. Just don't let your desire for what you want now distract you from doing what you need for later.

[notofthisworld.livejournal.com]

Yeah, high school will keep ya busy, but other high schoolers manage. Maybe you could do cute high school things, like have "study dates" where you guys study together then watch a video, or you could go to dance rehersals for prom. Heh heh heh. How cute.

But seriously, even when you're studying, you still often have Friday and Saturday night free. And that's all you need.

Not that I ever did anything with my Friday or Saturday nights in high school. I was really socially isolated. I was in a geographically remote area, was too young for a licence, and my dad was never in any shape to drive me anywhere at nighttime. But boy did I get great grades!

Of course, you're old enough to get a licence.

Get a licence!

[five0xpres.livejournal.com]

Looking for dinner, movie and dancing?

And I don't mean MickyD's, Blockbuster and the mattress mombo for 10 minutes or less.

[zer0ith.livejournal.com]

You mean to tell me this ISNT what people look for!

DAMNIT! i knew i was doing something wrong all along!

[five0xpres.livejournal.com]

See, it's good to learn something new.

LOL

[nfotxn.livejournal.com]

Yeah, like dinner, movie and dancing. Maybe a little photography, museums and concerts thrown in.

I can be a hopeless romantic sometimes.

[zer0ith.livejournal.com]

i can second that. you are sometimes a big hairy sap. but your still my bro.............dskies

[five0xpres.livejournal.com]

Picnic in a park, spending the day hiking, just cuddling on the couch.

[nfotxn.livejournal.com]

Yeah...

Be careful what you wish for my young Canadian Friend...

[imattv.livejournal.com]

How much are you talking about here?
do you need a little or a lot?

It's a pretty big show when somebody gets swept off their feet.
It can require a lot of energy...often times sudden and full attention from a suitor, can cause a serious panic attack.

Then they fel worse than you did before you began wishing.

[notofthisworld.livejournal.com]

"you make me happy when skies are grey
you'll never know, dear, how much I love you
please don't take my sunshine away"

That song has really strange memories for me. It was sung at a funeral I attended. I know it sounds odd, but it was actually pretty nice.

[abbazabba.livejournal.com]

No, you're not a lesbian, and you're not strange, just it seems, in the minority of gay men.

I hope that you find your romance, someone to bring you flowers, someone to take you to a restaurant you've never been to, maybe out walking, people watching, to a movie, for a drive, perhaps to some secret spot that one goes when they want to be alone, and now they've decided to share with you, and then they take you home, kiss you perhaps, at least a hug, and perhaps come in and cuddle, or leave and agree to meet again.

I know it has to be out there, and I hope your for you to find it as much as I hope for it myself.

[etherlad.livejournal.com]

I've been saying this for years.

Sunshine is clouded over

[(Anonymous)]

I wouldn't say the song 'You are my sunshine,' is in anyway happy, or romantic. If you know the whole song, then it is about a women leaving her man for someone else, and how he is going into depression. It is funny that some choirs sing it in happy situations, but they never sing the whole song.

[haenck.livejournal.com]

To me, "romance" sort of implies a serious interest. OK, I have been conditioned into thinking that "romance" implies a serious interest. So, I am not surprised you are having problems finding it, because you seem to imply that you are a busy guy and don't really want to date and settle down.

I have tried to be romantic and enthusiastic with people in the past, and have been rewarded by triggering the flight instinct in people even with whom I did not have long-term designs, thus I have been conditioned to act very casual and low-key, in those situtations where a long-term relationship is not in the offing.

Bottom line: it is difficult to tell when romance will be appreciated, and when it will cause a panic attack.

Be clear.