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Fuck! I have an extra rehearsal today I forgot about. I have to leave in an hour.

Double fuck. Not in the mood right now. Although there's a reason I'm feeling LIKE BITING THE HEADS OFF OF LIVE CHICKENS. I'm trying to un-un-quit smoking, yeah I went back. It's really rough, the nic-attacks are pretty fucking scary. For some reason they make me really furiously mad for no apparent reason. I almost never get furiously mad. Like adrenalin pumping, phone-book ripping "hulk smash" sorta headspace. If I had time it'd be perfect to go for a workout right now.

*sigh*

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[cub4bear.livejournal.com]

I'm feeling LIKE BITING THE HEADS OFF OF LIVE CHICKENS

:( Poor chickens

I'm trying to un-un-quit smoking, yeah I went back.

What about the patch?

[etherlad.livejournal.com]

Best solution to quit smoking:

Don't hang around people who smoke.
If you do, and they light up, politely ask them not to do it in front of you. Explain you're trying to quit.
If they scoff and do it anyhow, they're not worth your time to hang around anyhow.

My dad has to quit smoking, because that was one of the prime factors in his having a heart attack. He said it'd be fairly easy because no one else here smokes.

If there's anything to get you off cigs, remember that HEART ATTACK thing.

Recent studies are showing that it's less the nicotine and more the physical act of smoking that people are addicted to. So it's not so much a chemical addiction as it is physiological. Which is why the patch and the gum don't work for a lot of people. If you start having a "nic fit," lighting one up will not help, it will only hurt. I had a really bad sunburn a few years back, and it itched like crazy. Like "tie my hands down or I'll scratch it" kind of itching. If I scratched, it would have been much worse and taken longer to heal.

I'm mostly just rambling here, but I'm sure you see what I'm saying, or where I'm going, or whatever.

I'm off for a nap.