Redux

[nfotxn]

Ok, I'm feeling better now. Thank god I have friends who talk me off ledges. I find myself on them more often than I'd like, somewhat metaphorically speaking.

Things I need to remember:

• I'm 20, it's a shitty period of life for most people. Thanks for that reminder Ted, as grim as it seems it's true. I'm very much in the thick of that transition-to-adulthood thing.
• Denying one's self pleasure and a grounded lifestyle is not a sustainable strategy for achieving goals. It landed me totally distraught and emotionally WASTED in the bathroom of Ryerson Church today. That wasn't fun.
• My confidence will come back in time. In the past I've been pretty swaggering. It's a bit of a down period for me right now, I've never had one in my life. Some might label that as egotistical. Regardless, I think it's got a naïety to it's that's genuine.

I guess I never thought so much would change around and about me. It's dis-orientating.

Ok, I've reached my angst quota for the month. It'll be all levity and techno-lust posts for rest of the month, I promise†!

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Oh, sure, I look for the small print referenced by the "I promise", and there is none. Tease. ^_-

(HUG)