Another Plaintive Howl From the North
Nov. 20th, 2002 02:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nfotxnMy dreams of late have been more interesting than my waking momments. I'm not particularly sure why my sub-conscious has taken this particular time amongst all others to be on the up-and-up. It hasn't been a bad thing or at all traumatizing infact very assuring. It's made me realize that nearly everything is different from the way it was three years ago. At risk of sounding repetetive I think I've delt with a lot in that time frame and it just seems like my sub-conscious is saying "yeah, I got your memo. I'm cool with it. But here's some graphic imagery so you don't forget what life was like."
These initial steps into adulthood come too quickly.
The sleeping. There's been a lot of that lately. Every chance I get I'm asleep. One would peg depression as the cause but I'm not particularly sure to be honest.. maybe anxiety? I'm trying to get caught up in my work which has been challenging. I really want to be doing other things than highschool right now but them's the brakes.
You all have no idea how happy I will be when I graduate. The weight of the world, lemme tell ya.
These initial steps into adulthood come too quickly.
The sleeping. There's been a lot of that lately. Every chance I get I'm asleep. One would peg depression as the cause but I'm not particularly sure to be honest.. maybe anxiety? I'm trying to get caught up in my work which has been challenging. I really want to be doing other things than highschool right now but them's the brakes.
You all have no idea how happy I will be when I graduate. The weight of the world, lemme tell ya.
