Party in the hammer.
May. 5th, 2001 12:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nfotxnGoin' to John Steinburgh's tonight to party it up. Hoorah. I plan on staying pretty sober actually, I can't stand the heart burn I get in the morning. And the inexplicable wounds, those are concerning.
I find myself laughing a lot more. It's not that people have got funnier.. it's just easier for some reason. I feel a lot sharper without the internet infotoxins jumbling my mind, without the creative requirement I force upon myself by merely having the computer in the house. Ideas are more developed and coheasive. 26 pre-mature still borns vs. 1 over due healthy baby boy. You get the idea. (although the 26 pre-mature still borns do make a better hot dog)..
Davey P tells me that people actually asked where I was at the toolbox last weekend. I guess I haven't been there for a good two months now. Sorta glad I haven't been, last time was pure trauma on my then even-less developed romantic reasoning center. In retrospect I was being highly immature and self-centered which bred jealousy and contempt. I don't have time for that crap now. When it comes down to it, relationships are a really boring thing to get hung-up on. They're magic when they happen, but when they aren't, forcing the issue is just a whole world of ouch.
So on-wards and up-wards! I'm definitly a cooler cat now, that is, more confident.
I find myself laughing a lot more. It's not that people have got funnier.. it's just easier for some reason. I feel a lot sharper without the internet infotoxins jumbling my mind, without the creative requirement I force upon myself by merely having the computer in the house. Ideas are more developed and coheasive. 26 pre-mature still borns vs. 1 over due healthy baby boy. You get the idea. (although the 26 pre-mature still borns do make a better hot dog)..
Davey P tells me that people actually asked where I was at the toolbox last weekend. I guess I haven't been there for a good two months now. Sorta glad I haven't been, last time was pure trauma on my then even-less developed romantic reasoning center. In retrospect I was being highly immature and self-centered which bred jealousy and contempt. I don't have time for that crap now. When it comes down to it, relationships are a really boring thing to get hung-up on. They're magic when they happen, but when they aren't, forcing the issue is just a whole world of ouch.
So on-wards and up-wards! I'm definitly a cooler cat now, that is, more confident.
