He Goes Through 24 Everyday

[nfotxn]

Well, I think I'm over putting down Smoker as best I can be. I still find myself expecting him to hop off my bed when I enter the room to greet me. Or closing the door to the patio to prevent him from escaping when I'm not looking. Having to pack away his little bed and toys was a little heart crushing... but that's been par for course.

It's only when I get introspective by perhaps writing a journal entry do I get a little upset.

But. I. Promised. Myself. I. Wouldn't. Cry!

Today was groovy and low-key. Hung out with Tom (tcbear) which was fun and must be done again. He's got a very jovial laugh. Finally saw Finding Nemo which met my EXCEPTIONALLY HIGH EXPECTATIONS OF THE FILM. Ok, I'l cut the rhetoric and just say that I really enjoyed Finding Nemo from beginning to end without exception.

Fo' really, b'leedat!

Organized my desk last night. I was in a dire need of order. I function fairly well in chaos but there's a certain point of no return when the chaos changes from ad-hoc organization system into indiscernable noise without order at all.

That's all the minutia I got.

Comments

[darke.livejournal.com]

But. I. Promised. Myself. I. Wouldn't. Cry!

I've promised myself that same thing 100 times, and even today, just reading your other post, I did again.

We may not be the best of friends, we may not ever be that, and that's fine. But today....I know exactly where you were because I was there some months ago, and remembering that moment still hurts a lot, and despite all my promises, I cried again. I'm not going to be one of those people that gives you that fucking rainbow bridge crap, and quite honestly, I think you're smart enough to know I'm not that kind of guy. Pain hurts. There's no point in trying to pretend some schmucky half baked poem will make it all feel better. Hurt, heal. It's the way of life. I will simply say this. T'was a fucking hard as shit thing you did today, and the only reason I know that is because I had to do it last nov. 15th myself.



Rest in peace, little one. /salute smoker.

[daninca.livejournal.com]

Patty's been gone for 5 years and I *still* cry on occasion. How could I not? I mean, she was at times my best and only friend, and she was a part of my life for 18 years.

[mathan.livejournal.com]

Dude, if you want to cry, cry... You may actually feel even better. Afterall, emotions are about releasing stress and this is rather stressful.

[xtc-cub.livejournal.com]

Most people consider their pets as family members. So, if you feel the need to grieve, do so.
No need to save face on this one. Smoker meant a great deal to you.

[shawnsyms.livejournal.com]

I have a tradition of replying to your posts to say that your friends are hot, instead of commenting on the substance of the post.

In keeping with my shallow tradition: tcbear is hot!

[tcbear.livejournal.com]

Is jovial the new way of saying goofy?

Well..if it got you things off your mind for a bit...I guess that's not a bad thing....I did go through a bit of the same thing when we lost Blacky a few years back, it was a very disorienting experience *HUGS*

Yes..we must do that again...sorry to miss you last night...my call started and ended later than expected :-)

[(Anonymous)]

Sometimes pets are more responsive and understanding than humans, I talk to my cat all the time, and of course she answers, we had a way to communicate, she speaks some words and know their meaning, like : No! Oh, Mama (don't laugh, it's true) Now, and Why.

I love communicating with animals, at home, in the streets or at some Leather & Jeans bar. It is fun.

:: n33o ::